People keep telling me to be honest; to be open about my feelings. I want to be. I yearn to be able to express myself without feeling like I will be abandoned. In the past, I have ruined so much but being truthful. How can I be sure the same won’t happen again? It feels good to be truthful, especially with those you care about. Why do I find it almost impossible? Even with people who have said they won’t leave me; I don’t believe them. Will I ever believe anyone?