I spent all day in bed. Barely ate because I have no appetite. Ignoring text messages and calls.
I guess it really started to hurt when I saw my job re-posted on Craigslist. They didn’t even bother to find a replacement for me while I was gone, they just cut me loose. I applied at about 10 jobs online, none of which I’m hopeful about. I still haven’t told my mom and I don’t know when or how I’ll do it. I’m hoping the check from my lawsuit comes first and then I can tell her and it won’t be a big deal. My therapist called me yesterday but she didn’t really have anything comforting to say other than something about a shit storm and how life always seems to shit on you at the worst time. This, I already knew.
I have no motivation. I’m slipping, again.