i’m slowly falling to pieces

my arm is worse than i thought. i don’t remember burning as much as i did but scars don’t lie.

my therapist wasn’t pleased, obviously. i’d be scared if she was. she also didn’t seem to want to speak too much about it at all. i wanted to but i didn’t push it at all.

i don’t feel like much was covered today. it was basically her making sure i wasn’t going to off myself anytime soon. when i mentioned i was really close this weekend but i couldn’t due to lack of ways to do it, we didn’t go much further.

i guess i expected more nurturing and it didn’t happen.

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