I wanted to let you all know that right now, I’m currently falling apart. I wanted to warn you and apologize in advance for anything I may say on here that is triggering or depressing. I am going to resist as much as possible and attempt to use my filter, but after only an hour of sleep and no meds for 2 weeks, I can’t make any promises.
I’m randomly and frequently breaking out in fits of sobbing mixed with some sort of strange noise I keep making from my throat. It’s like I’m in so much pain that it’s trying to escape as weird grunts and yelps. I’m on suicide watch with my therapist and friend.
No homework, nothing at all, will be accomplished today. I plan on fighting to stay alive. Fighting as hard as possible.