i don’t know what to do anymore

I used to know how to handle myself. I knew what to do when I was suicidal, but now I’m at a loss. I cannot go to any of the hospitals here anymore. They’ll stick me into that horrible place I went to last time, where I was treated like scum. I can’t handle that again.

I don’t want to move from my bed. I want to fall into a black, secure abyss. Nothingness.

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